Currently Inactive for now.

Before you move onto my little, pleasant story I have a few things I need to acknowledge:

1) I'm a beginner. I need to start building my portfolio. I'd like if someone could do TFPs for me and give me some sense of direction (basically directing a lot of poses and things for me,) If anyone could bring a makeup artist to doll me up that's great too! :) I love being a test subject!
2) I usually feel comfortable with my significant other along. He's not distracting, we have a comfortable relationship. I feel safe with someone with me and that's him.


I never felt that comfortable in my own body. I started to grow up, opened myself up to explore and find myself. Day by day I'm gaining some momentum to accept who I am and this body.

I've always loved photography and influenced some of my friends into it. As I grew older I was still struggling with my body. I always knew of the runway models on TV and because of my body I thought modeling would be an outlandish dream.

One day my friends captured me in the most natural form. One day I had my boyfriend capture me behind the lens of a camera and I noticed for once, a smile so natural and serene that everyone always complimented me on. I found that capturing candids of me were something that I could look back on and I realized: I can be beautiful just like everyone else. I strive to meet people who could capture the cute or the beauty in me that I fail to seek on my own by just starting into a reflective mirror.

I'm not that creative but there's a couple of concepts I've thought about.
Someday I'd like to make my own self-portrait portfolio of stereotypes I've come across as I grew older to humor the different aspects of myself. Labels everyone's grown up with: Jock, Popular Girl, Nerd/Geek, Emo, Goth, etc.

I also love being kinda whimsical and silly. Anything girly and "little girl" themed kind of things would be down my alley. I love to laugh and smile.

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