I have a passion for modelling. I enjoy working with artistic people...photographers, make-up artist, hair dressers, designers and other models :) i love being apart of all kinds of projects and seeing the finished product of all their collaborations. I would LOVE the opportunity to share my story with other women who have experienced what i have in my life, to empower them and let them know they are not alone, that they too can overcome any obstacles they might have.

I was in an abusive relationship from the time i was 16 - 25yr after finally being able to have the courage and strength to leave and stay out of that relationship, Social anxiety came into my life with no warning at all. i was 27 when it became so horribly bad that i started to isolate. i couldn't leave my home, i couldn't answer the door or even my phone if i didn't recognize the number. it got to the point i had to have my mother move in with me to help me manage. I seeked help from my doctor eventually and even though i did not want to use medication i finally caved and tried a couple different ones, without much success. i decided enough is enough and that i would do what i could to overcome this mental disease. I pushed myself and put myself out there more no matter how uncomfortable it was...i would come home in tears most days because it was that difficult. I changed my diet, i started to incorporate exercise back into my life. I let people be aware of my anxiety if need be, I'm learning to embrace it and learning to live with it. i figured if it isnt gonna go away than id better figure out a way to deal with it because living trapped in that is no way to live at all. I still struggle every single day but I'm grateful for the good days i have, the days i conquor anxiety!! ;) models need to have confidence right? need to be strong and handle criticism, they can't be shy and have to work well with others, all eyes are on them right? how could someone with social anxiety be successful model? maybe we can't but i am ready to give it my best shot! so your probably wondering why i am even here on this site? well its simple...I want to keep conquering!! I believe that if i continue to put myself out there every day like i have been the past 2 years without the help of prescription medication, i can be the small bit of hope others need to know they too can overcome any obstacle. i want to inspire them to keep moving forward and their dreams are achievable! Modelling is on my "bucket list" it would be a huge accomplishment for someone with social anxiety. :)

(social anxiety wasn't always apart of my life, i believe it was the years of abuse that brough this on. I was very much into modelling when i was a teen, doing pageants and modelling competitions. I was confident and loved being in front of the camera)

I look forward to working with people as awesome as myself lol wonderful, kind hearted, understanding and encouraging individuals :) LET'S BREAK DOWN BARRIERS TOGETHER! ;-)

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